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[19 Jul 2005|10:47pm] |
HI I'M ROBIN
ELIIIIISE
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| It's summer now empty the schoooooools fly home to my car on the F train |
[12 May 2005|07:57pm] |
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I’m a terrible person. I just spent 200+ dollars on clothes today because I got some wild hair up my ass and I wanted to go shopping because it was sunny. Damn you sunshine you’ve totally fucked me again! Making me spend all that money. But seriously guys I’m so fucking happy. I love what I bought. And hey 70 dollars, a lot for a skirt but it’s so cuuute. And besides clothes are better than rims anyway. Hmph!
Today I got home from school and fell asleep. God working has totally killed me. It’s like if I’m not moving or actively thinking I just fall asleep. Like in class or if I’m sitting down looking for clothes or watching TV I just fall asleep. That’s why “A” days are slaying me. In Kelleher’s class all we do is watch movies and then I have pre-calc and we don’t do anything there either. So I fall asleep and that so sucks.
Ben is switching stores on Saturday I so cried because I’m gay.
Jeff’s is going to be fun Friday. It’s the only thing that’s keeping me going. Okay you’re right that’s a lie but still.
James: I want to get drunk
Robin: heh that's a surprise
James: I always want to
Yes, I dated that.
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| I want to badly to belive that there is truth and love is real. |
[10 May 2005|12:22am] |
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Closing tonight at work was pretty fun. Doing a single booth can sometimes be hectic and annoying as it was tonight but for the most part it was okay. You know what, no it was more than okay. It was awesome sauce that’s fucking right awesome sauce.
Okay attention everyone: I don’t work Friday and I don’t have to be at work until 2:00 the next day. I want to do something. Realllly bad too.
I’ve noticed that I need to work on my anger. I mean I get pissed off sooo easily it can’t be healthy at all.
During yearbook today I went to the bookkeeper’s office and look at our prom pictures. Everyone looks so fucking adorable. Esther looks like she belongs on the bachelor or something. Kit looks like a sophisticated lady. Amy’s hair is just insanely gorgeous with the color of her dress. Jeff is the only one without his hand over his mouth and his smile is adorable. Matt Gill looks so cute with his head cocked to the side. And Me…me. I fucking look PREGNANT. Ugh I’m so pissed. Like the way I was standing or something made my dress poof out in the middle. I look farther along than fucking Collette Humble.
Ugh. Assholes.
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| I am fucking fake. |
[09 May 2005|12:56am] |
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So this weekend. What can I say? It was very relaxing. I closed all weekend which meant I got to sleep in and lay around all day in pajamas and watch TLC. Which is great fun might I add.
Today Elise got hired at my work which is FUCKING AWESOME! I mean go ahead and call me a lame ass but at least this way I'll get to see her every once in a while. Even though I get to be around her at school, it's just not the same not spending every waking second with her. And maybe this way we'll get to be around each other more.
As a matter of fact I haven't really been around many people at all lately. Working has just taken up all of my free time. Last week I got 37 hours and 58 minutes of paid working time, so basically 38 hours. And I went to school...most of the time. By the weekends I'm so tired I just don't feel like doing anything. But hey by the next pay check I get I should be able to buy the rims for my car then all will be well.
I don't even really know why I want those. I mean sure I think they'll look delightfully lame but I think I want them more because I want to have something to show for the work that I've been doing. Right now all of my money goes to gas, eatting out, groceires, and car insurance. And there is nothing to show for that. The rims will give me the satisfaction of having something tangiable.
Might I also add that having your nails done is so super awesome. I mean I don't know why I didn't do it earlier. They don't look all disgusting and they feel fine and are a big help when you're grabing greasy liners out of meat trays.
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| I submit my insentive is romance. |
[05 May 2005|12:13am] |
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God damn today just sucked. I don’t even know what it was but today was not a good day. School was meh and work was terrible and I just don’t even really know why.
I mean sure there were things at both that just didn’t rub me the right way. Like at school I had pre-cal and a chem test. And at work I was the only person who didn’t speak spanish so all night they just talked in spanish.
Oh god do I hate that. I think that bugs me more than anything else at work. It isn’t a little nagging thing either it gets under my skin and festers to the point where the only think I can think about is how much I want them to stop. It’s not even that I think they’re talking about me it’s just…I don’t know something about it. FUCK.
I don’t like working with Ben I’m getting too…dsklgjalkdgjakldja. But if I don’t work with him I wont’ ever see him. Uh I dunno.
I also HATE the fact that he always fucking lies about everything. Like it really pisses me off.
Furthermore I hate how he is always on the phone. Like we stayed 20 more minutes than we should have because he was on the phone with his girl friend fighting over him working with me. WHAT THE FUCK? I just hear "yes Robin is working." Then I come back a little later "no of course you're prettier." Fuck you, I'm right fucking here.
And I just
FUCK.
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[24 Apr 2005|10:54pm] |
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I’m so tired though ugh busiest weekend ever.
Fri I worked 4-10:30 and went to bed at 12:00
Sat I got up at 5:00 and worked from 6:00-1:30 and then went to prom and got home and went to bed at like 12:00
Today I woke up at 4:30 and worked from 5:30-1:30. I swear to god, I’m just beat….
Ugh. Prom didn’t feel like how I thought prom would feel. Okay that sounds extremely lame but I just don’t care.
Maybe it had to do with working 8 hours before going and having no time to get ready. Maybe it had to do with the fact that I wasn’t actually going with a guy. Mostly I think it was because Kristen wasn’t there. I truly figured out that the only reason I ever had fun at all of those dances was because I was with her. I mean I had lots of fun, but I can never replace Kristen. And I’m not trying to sound bitchy because the people I went with (Amy, Kit, Esther) you guys are all wonderful and looked stunning and I love to be around you. But Kristen is the type of person that just dances all night and looks retarded and doesn’t even care. And I mean I don’t think you guys cared either it was more…I was there for the dancing and I know Kristen would have been really fun to do that with.
God, I hope I didn’t just sound like a big bitch.
But speaking of dancing my highlight of the night had to have been watching Esther dance like a slutty McWhore.
Okay today at work I locked my keys in my car. And so Benny asked me if I wanted a ride home and I said yes I did and then when I got there I realized “hey I can’t get into my house because my house key is WITH MY CAR KEYS!” So Amy was a doll and took me to my dad’s work so I could get the spare key and then she took me to work so I could get my car.
I got home from working today and I just watched TV alll night
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| Tonight I'm gonna give you all my love... |
[20 Apr 2005|12:54am] |
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Despite having the biggest headache ever closing at work tonight was fun. Clint said something like “you’re going to be very happy next week.” And then he wouldn’t tell me why. Asshole. I bet he was just saying that to make me all curious and shit. I also saw Kyron today!! He came to my work it was amazing.
For the…English paper I was thinking of doing something on colored TV
Eh?
Hey look what I found. It’s from Louis XIV thanks to Josh Kennette photo-extraordinaire
Despite having the biggest headache ever closing at work tonight was fun. Clint said something like “you’re going to be very happy next week.” And then he wouldn’t tell me why. Asshole. I bet he was just saying that to make me all curious and shit. I also saw Kyron today!! He came to my work it was amazing.
For the…English paper I was thinking of doing something on colored TV
Eh?
Hey look what I found. It’s from Louis XIV thanks to Josh Kennette photo-extraordinaire
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| You must be using potions. |
[14 Apr 2005|07:46pm] |
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I’m so tired ugh. I have no reason to be tired either I just am.
I really want more gushers too. God those things are like amazing!
I need to buy my prom ticket.
I decided I hate it when people don’t answer their cell phones.
If you're in honors American studies...just a little tip.
http://highered.mcgraw-hill.com/sites/0072424362/student_view0/chapter23/
Okay let me just say this before you read any further. If you're tired of the ole 36 debate than just stop.
As a friend of mine said "today was the big day for gays." The big supreme court ruling on measure 36. Now, not only is gay marriage illegal, but the marriage licenses that were granted are void
"In summary, we conclude as follows. First, since the effective date of Measure 36, marriage in Oregon has been limited under the Oregon Constitution to opposite-sex couples. Second, Oregon statutory law in existence before the effective date of Measure 36 also limited, and continues to limit, the right to obtain marriage licenses to opposite-sex couples. Third, marriage licenses issued to same-sex couples in Multnomah County before that date were issued without authority and were void at the time that they were issued, and we therefore need not consider the independent effect, if any, of Measure 36 on those marriage licenses. In short, none of plaintiffs' claims properly before the court is well taken. Finally, the abstract question whether ORS chapter 106 confers marriage benefits in violation of Article I, section 20, of the Oregon Constitution is not properly before the court."
Fuck you guys. And by you guys I mean the metaphorical you guys.
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| It took so long to remember just what happened. |
[13 Apr 2005|10:23am] |
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Oh man yesterday after I got my car fixed I went to Cody’s with everyone for a little while. Elise and I really wanted sushi so I figured we’d go get some then come back. I got distracted on the way to Sushi Land and went to Car Toys. I just kind of asked the guy what I would/should get and he just went all out. Like crazy go nuts. He took everything out and gave me a price list so I called my dad and asked him if he would let me take the money I got for the car getting hit and but the speakers in. I asked the guy at the counter how much more it would be for an amp and that I would pay for it separately. It was like 453 or something. And I couldn’t do that so when my dad got there I asked him if I could pay for the speakers which were like 2 86, and if he could pay for the amp. But then he just said he’d do it all I if I stopped asking to sell the pontiac. So I got this pretty awesome sound system now which I will improve later when I have more money. Except it took soooo long for them to put it in that when we got back to Cody’s it was pretty much time to leave and that sucked.
And how.
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| I hope you hear this song, and it pissed you off. |
[08 Apr 2005|10:36pm] |
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Alright if no one is going to update about the concert then I guess I’ll just have to. The first, first band The Divorce or The Divorced whoever it was. They were amazing! The lead singer what the cutest thing I ever did lay eyes on and he sounded strangely like Robert Smith. I mean not that I’m a big fan of The Cure but come on that’s rather endearing.
There was plenty of dancing and friggin’ Josh Kennett showed up to take pictures for the yearbook, and who did he bring along? HIS MOM!! I know adorable!!
I must say working is good for something. When everyone is bitching at concerts about their feet hurting mine are okay because I’m used to standing for long periods of time.
Okay, Louis XIV was just awesome. The lighting was really cool but definitely made my eyes hurt like a Martha. Which is okay I guess. The lead singer is so ugly and it’s awesome. And the drummer is just like a gem. Every once in a while I caught this glimpse of him and the lights by the toms on his drum were just making his face become all alight and his eyes are just like…god I don’t know but it was awesome.
So tomorrow I’m going to be car-less for god knows how long and it really isn’t making me chipper. The guy my dad has work on the car is such a stupid oaf. Like he had it for 2 months once. And I really don’t want to not have a car for that long. And my dad’s all bitchin’ about having to take me to work and pick me up afterward.
The soap at my work is ruthless my hands are dead and retarded now. Or maybe just a little dry.
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| Here come another song about Mexico. |
[03 Apr 2005|08:11pm] |
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Okay today was the one-day. The one-day this week where I just didn’t feel like working at all so what do they do? They ask me to stay until 7:00. Ugh then 7:00 rolls around and I haven’t even had my last break yet . Shitty sauce. I stayed till 7:40.
Kit’s party was real fun. Devin came, Elise was funny and I finally got to actually talk to Kyron!
On a more sour note, my back hurts and I smell like chicken.
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| Find him bind him tie him to a pole |
[30 Mar 2005|09:36pm] |
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I was getting angry at everyone for not updating their online journals while I was bored out of my mind. Then I discovered that just about everyone had updated more recently than I had and it made me feel strangely hypocritical and who wants to feel that?
Health today sucked so hard. We had to give our health presentations. I went into it thinking "oh our topic was pretty close to the end on the sheet we probably won’t have to go today and then I’ll be able to do the speech tonight." Of course, we were the first group to go. It didn’t turn out too bad. Our video was okay thanks to Matt Eidsvoog and Drew I can’t remember his last name Matt’s friend. Amy helped too and it was wonderful. The filming of it I mean. And we did talk for 20 minutes, but we kind of just pulled all of the information out of our asses. Tim didn’t write a speech either. But that was the okay part. What sucked even worse and by sucked I mean was terribly sad is there was another group going after us and their topic was chemotherapy vs. radiation and they went after us. Their class activity was a guest speaker and you guessed it they had Robert Lisac come in a talk about having leukemia. It was the saddest thing ever and Michelle and I were trying not to cry. It was just horrible to hear this 15 year old kid talk about all the things he had to go through. What made it even worse was that I knew his family meaning his older brother and mom. It just lkdsjgalkgj.
I had to stay after for about 15 minutes for yearbook today. I did nothing and when I say nothing I mean I wrote things on the white board. Woo hoo. I hate being there just because I’m obligated because I’m the Editor-In-Chief. I mean what a load of crap!
The NHS thingy was tonight and I opted not to go because Elise wasn’t going. I don’t know…
Okay for some reason my AIM decided to just go ahead and die. Not that I was talking to anyone but it just bugs me when things suddenly break with no explanation. Especially when my things do that. I kept telling myself that I would do all my homework today and clean but I really don’t want to do it. But now that my AIM is retarded I might just be able to complete those tasks.
I bought orange juice because when I was at Joel’s house over break he had some and it was amazing. But the kind I bought definitely sucks hard core. I hate it when that happens. ‘Cause it’s like the other orange juice was delicious and the one that I bought is just being a bitch.
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| Breakfast is best when served cold |
[27 Mar 2005|12:20am] |
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Okay guys you’re right I have been slacking with my journal updating.
This week has been pretty great, I didn’t get to work as much as I hoped I would but that is quite alright. I slept a lot and I got to see Kit again and oooh man. Doing Cody’s room was so fun. I love the smell of paint and it just looks really nice and those guys are so much fun to be around. It’s overwhelming.
Also, Elise and I have decided that we are going to see Louis XIV instead of The Shins. We have gracefully passed on our tickets to those who would appreciate them more i.e. Mike and Jeffery.
I have a pop tart down here and it’s begging me to eat it.
I want more dresses. Ugh.
How come all of my entries start trailing off at the ends?
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| Don't really care about the things that they saaaaaAAAAy |
[18 Mar 2005|12:41pm] |
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The concert was pretty god damn cool. The guy from the opening band, the little one who played the keyboard was the cutest little guy ever. He looked so amazing. And, the lead singer of the Decemberists has the prettiest voice ever created.
Oh! In other news Andrew Scott was my hero last night! Kyron, Cody and him waited for my daddy to take me to Andrew’s house and then Andrew took me to the concert. But that is not all, he waited outside in the blistering cold with me until Kit’s dad arrived with the credit card I needed to get my ticket. So, thank you Andrew.
Oh speaking of which that sucked so hard core. I had Kit order the ticket for me online and we needed the credit card they used in order to get the ticket so, her daddy drove all the way down just to give me the credit card. And come to find out they were print at home tickets anyway.
Gosh everyone was just so nice to me yesterday!
One last and final thing…
( Kit is an obsessed amazing creature. )
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[17 Mar 2005|01:21am] |
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Okay, I am the biggest lamest person in the whole world. I got off work at 8:00 and stayed there until 12:30 so I could talk to Ben. It was really cool though he told me all about him. Like practically his life story. It’s cool to be able to talk to someone like that. And I found out how old he is 22. Gosh I can hear his accent in my head and I want to be able to talk like he does out loud but I just can’t do it.
I really want to grow my hair out.
I am so breaking up with James.
So I got home really late and I remember that the Chemistry test is tomorrow and I haven’t done any of the supplements and I have to read Gatsby for tomorrow. I think I can do it, I mean I’m pretty much the coolest person in the world.
Ugh I think I’m going to go do all that homework.
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| I love you very much you're nice to see and nice to touch and I will never ever treat you wrong |
[15 Mar 2005|05:01pm] |
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Today was pretty fun, I got to sleep in until 10:00. At that time Willy woke me up and gave me a bracelet he bought for me. We played put-put golf and went bowling. When we got to the alley there were kids from school there because it was the bowling unit I guess. What really sucked is if we had left when Willy had suggested we would have seen Jeff there!
Tonight I’m going to go eat German food. Mmm. Elise is coming along too, it’s going to be so fun.
Wednesday Niky gave me one of her shifts and I GET TO WORK WITH BEN!!! Oh man this is going to be so awesome. Money annnd Benny!!
My brother also set up our keyboard so the... oh man I can’t explain it but it’s cool. I want to go to the next Louis XIV show! Ugh.
Elise needs to pick up her phone really, she does.
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| After the cups of coffee and soooooomething |
[13 Mar 2005|06:03pm] |
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Work today was…well it was something.
So I got there at 6:45-ish and Niky and Ben were working which is just amazing because I love them to death. And I talked to Niky for a while and blah blah blah blah blah some people showed up to work. Around like 10:30 I kept hearing my name coming from the grill area. And I was all “ugh what the hell are you guys saying about me?” And then they’d just laugh and smile at me and say “nothing we aren’t talking about you!” So when I went on my half Jesse was there and I told him about Saul and Vincente talking about me and he said, “well do you want me to be honest with you?” “Yeah…” “I’m almost positive they were talking about your ass.” Oh how awkward.
So latter I have my clock out slip in my back pocket and it was sort of hanging out and Jesse says “what’s in your back pocket?” and Ben goes “oh let me get it!” And I kind of laughed and handed it to him. And Jesse starts laughing like a mad man. And I started laughing too and saying “Oooh Ben wanted to touch my ass.” And then Jesse said “well, I’ll be honest with you, I can’t blame him you do have a pretty nice ass.” Oh dear, how awkward again.
So long story short, next person who makes a comment about my ass gets slapped in the face.
Ben drew me a picture! Well okay it’s not really a picture it’s more my name and it looks totally awesome. I love having things to get put on my binder.
I’m so sleepy…ugggh.
I also don’t want to go put on make up, but I have tooooooooo
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My mommy took me out of school today and I got a prom dress. I love it so much. It's everything I could have hoped it would be.
I also didn't have to work tonight so that is so amazing.
Woo wooo.
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[06 Mar 2005|09:28pm] |
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Okay, who else got invitations to the 2005 National Student Leadership Conference?
Oh hey guys guess what is amazing. My brother is comming home next week. I know rawk solid.
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| Don't wanna be your monkey wrench... |
[05 Mar 2005|12:43pm] |
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Oh god I can think of 19148209580293532 things I’d rather do today than go to work. One of the things is defiantly getting gouged in the eye with a hot poker.
After last night I never fucking want to work again. It was so fun to just hang out with everyone at my house again. We had Kit, Syd, Carrie, Devin, Elise, Joel, and Amy. I wish Jeff were there…wasn’t he doing something retarded like playing poker?
Before going to my house we went to the mall for a bit and went shopping. Amy was with Didie. Man, every time I look at her I have to refrain from punching her in the neck it is most difficult.
My dad left last night again and you know what my rebellious self did? I took a bath, listened to music, and slept in his bed. I know I fucking rock hard core.
Oh speaking of hard core Elise and I designed the shirts for web design. They’re really simple but totally awesome. The front says, “web designers are hard-core.” Then the back has a bunch of code on it. Come on, that’s cute.
The cover of our yearbook looks totally awesome.
I think I’m going to go get ready for work and get a sandwich because come on, sandwiches rock.
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| De colores es el arco iris que vemos lucir |
[02 Mar 2005|10:43pm] |
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Oh man I accomplished so much today.
I went to 3 of my classes, stayed after for HP, took Jeff home, stayed after for yearbook, and went to work. Gosh I’m just awesome.
Ugh. Don’t you hate it when you eat stuff and you just feel all gross and fat, and I mean you’re not even eating that much, but the thing you are eating is unhealthy so you feel disgusting? Yeah, me too.
I need to cut my nails.
Almost everyone likes my hair! It makes me happy inside.
OH GOD!! Today I got to play with Spike and the kitties. It was so awesome. Jeff’s pets fucking adore me.
I don’t have to work Friday!! Woo-woo!
I want to go to bed and sleep but I am not tired. What a predicament!
At work Ben the Mexican manager was singing “De Colores” the song we learned in Spanish. It was so fun to be able to sing along with it. It kind of made me feel extra special, so hats off to you profe.
Gosh I want my CD from my dad’s car.
I also want to not be sick.
I want to see James too!!
And I want juice.
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| It was undeniably clear to me I don't know why |
[01 Mar 2005|11:46am] |
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Okay, I went home from school today. Ugh I can go home from school but I still have to work, how rude. I keep coughing like a Martha. I mean the second I get better it just all goes to shit again. I have to go see a doctor if it doesn’t get better soon and I mean ew. God, I blame this whole being sick business on the lack of rest during the weekend. My dad does too. Now I’m not allowed to do anything with anyone until I am better. Ugh I better be fine by Friday or Ima gonna busta cap.
God I’m so hungry. I threw up everything I ate yesterday. Taken, it was only a half of a sandwich and a cup of soup but still. Ugh I hate throwing up, it’s such a chore.
I gave James’ friend Ian a ride home today. I feel like a good person now. I mean I kind of felt bad because I wouldn’t have gone home from school if I didn’t have a pre-cal test. And oh God I’ve missed 3 days in Chem. I’m going to friggin’ die. I love that class and I haven’t been able to go for 3 days.
Speaking of James, I miss that kid. I didn’t get to see him much this weekend and he didn’t go to school yesterday. God I wish I could just be all “oh hey I don’t really feel like going to school today…guess I won’t!” Well I dunno if he did that or not actually. He might be sick too but still a girl can dream.
Oh! In other news, they put me in humanities. I think I’m going to take it. I don’t know. I really could use the college credits, and I heard it’s harder to get an “A” in Honors English. I mean not that I should focus everything on grades, but still I really don’t want a “C” in any class. Oh by the way, Schalefili must really like me for some reason. I saw the recommendation Kelleher gave me and it wasn’t that good at all. And my essay I wrote kind of sucked ass. As in I was definitely one the first people done and I didn’t even read over it. But somehow I still got into humanities. I’m thinkin’ it was Schalef.
Elise informed me that NIN is coming! Holy crap I wanna go. Think of what an amazing mosh pit they’d have. I friggin’ love those things.
Oh speaking of mosh pits and being bruised. In Web Design, Elise and Mr. Walker were talking about the bruises on my arms. And then Elise said something about how in third grade there was a girl in her class that bruised easily and it was because she had cancer. And I didn’t believe her, but Mr. Walker kept on insisting that it was true. And I mean, for the past 2 weeks everyone has been telling me about how I bruise “so easily.” So then I started freaking out and thinking that I had cancer so I started crying in Web Design. And I blame it solely on Elise.
( Oh I got pictures of my hair! )
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Ugh. Just ugh.
This is going to be the worst weekend ever invented by anyone. I have to work so much. Friday 4-10 Saturday 2-10 and Sunday 12-9. Jesus Christ! I want everyone to get up early on Saturday so they can have fun with me before I have to work. Or just stay up really late Friday night.
I think I’d give someone 5 dollars if they’d cover my shift tomorrow. I really don’t want to be running to the back of the restaurant every 5 minutes to wash my hands because I’m sneezing and coughing.
Speaking of which. Amy and Kit don’t read the next paragraph.
There is this really and by really I mean fucking huge spider that’s living in my downstairs. I keep meeting up with him in these really awkward situations. And I keep not being able to slay him. Like I’ll see it out of the corner on my eye, jump up to go do my business then he’ll fucking bolt across the floor. It’s the fastest god damned spider I’ve ever seen in my life. He made me go sleep up stairs last night. Me go sleep up stairs. I’m not fucking afraid of spiders but this one is so big. It’s like twice the size of a quarter.
I think I want to go shower but I don’t want my hair to get wet. Ugh what a predicament I’m in.
I also need a conclusion for my academic pressure article and I can’t think of one.
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[23 Feb 2005|10:50am] |
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I don’t feel so good right now. I think I’m either a) sick or b) my allergies are acting up again. I don’t know which it is but I really wish that it would stop…now. God staying home lost its novelty in third grade.
I took some random medicine that was in my cupboard to try and solve the problem. It really didn’t do anything but make me really drowsy.
I went into school this morning to turn in my fate essay and take the Spanish tests. I forgot there was a written part to the Spanish assessments. Schalefili said that he’d read my fate essay out loud to the class, but I doubt he would. Or, he’ll get started then just stop because he’ll realize how terrible it is.
I for one am very glad that my dad let me go to Hot Hot Heat last night. It was definitely fun. I liked dancing to Louis XIV because it was actual dancing. I think I would have preferred and actual mosh-pit during HHH. Oh god I just got really cold.
Damnit I’ve fucking showered twice today and I still feel absolutely disgusting. I can’t stand being sick I just feel so dirty, like I’m festering in germs. And I feel dirty on the inside so no matter how much I shower as soon as I get out I’m filthy again. That’s the main reason why I stayed home today. So I could bathe 500,000 times.
I want to go to HP club after school today, I think I will…if I’m not sleeping.
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[14 Feb 2005|11:19pm] |
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[13 Feb 2005|10:10pm] |
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Oh man today sucked so hard at first, then things took an awesome turn and well, let me explain in further detail.
Kristen was here because of the night before. Which was pretty uneventful we just kind of drove around aimlessly for a few hours. Anyway Kristen was here and we got up really late and just sat around. And then we got lunch and I called Amy and she came over. Then Kristen left for work and Amy and I played in the hail, and then she went home for a few. But oh boy when she got back…
Now mind you this was at about 6:00ish. Amy showed up and interrupted my hard core singing session. And then 2 minutes later the Elise showed up. We started baking our cake for James. Once it got put in the oven we got dinner and then went to Safeway to buy frosting.
When we got back we put it in the fridge and waited for it to cool down. And while it was cooling Elise really wanted to figure out how the bunny hop went. And once she got it down her and I went up to the front room and danced around doing the bunny hop for my dad. Because let’s be honest he definitely wanted to see me do the bunny hop. But not only were we dancing, we were also singing. It was so much fun and I think my dad believes that we are crazy.
Then the cake was done and we got to frost it, which totally is the most kick ass thing ever. I got to write on it and we colored the icing and then put sprinkles on it. Oh man I can’t wait to give it to him! Then they helped me make a card. A very cute card.
God I didn’t even friggin’ get to wish him a happy birthday! I mean I called and everything but someone just doesn’t like to be home on his birthday! But tomorrow if he’s at school he’ll get the best birthday card I’ve ever made. And let me tell you I’ve made me a few birthday cards in my day.
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Last night we all went to Devin's house and watched Office Space. It was a great movie, and I really can't belive that I hadn't seen it before.
Around 11:00 when the movie was over I was just so friggin tired that I fell asleep...and felt like a douche. Sorry guys, we're going to do this earlier sometime this weekend, that way you can get your fill of Robin being retarded.
Today Elise and I are supposed to do something with James and his friend Ian but I don't know if that is going to work out.
This is so exciting, it's 10:30 on a school day and I just got up.
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[09 Feb 2005|05:16pm] |
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God I’ve gotten in the habit of doing things after school until like 8:00 and so now I’m bored. III have nothing to dooo. Uggh.
Harry Potter Club was pretty garsh darn fun. I wish I could go to all of the meetings like most people can. And it was so cute on the valentine that Ashley got for me she put "Love, Fred and George."
I think everyone should let me braid his or her hair. Because as long as it doesn’t fall out all over me I loooove petting hair. It’s always soft and fun!
Wee don’t have school on Friday which means that tomorrow I want to do something!
Everyone (meaning just this one weird Asian kid) was making fun of me in Spanish today for "having a Spanish accent." And I mean I thought I was pretty much white, and had an American accent. But I guess I was wrong.
I think something is wrong with me. I’m constantly freezing. Like right now, I have a jacket and a blanket on, and I’m inside but I’m still colder than…a penguin. Okay the penguin comment wasn’t funny.
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